The genesis of similarity.: Set in Egypt Aida
3 years ago
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Sitting in a bunker here behind my wall
I am 13dpo. For the first time in two years, I have not POAS. Not because I'm patient. Not because I promised DH...broke several of those promises over the last two years. I haven't because all hope of a BFP has nearly disappeared. I have gotten so many BFNs that I just don't want anymore. Actually, I don't even want to go for the test tomorrow. I'm not ready for the devastation I'm almost certain lies before me.
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Hi Darya,
IVF is the scariest thing I have ever been through. I can handle all the drugs, the injections, the scans and the pain without any problem. What I can't manage well is the devestation that occurs from a BFN.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you. Hang in there!
I hope you get good news today - I will be thinking of you.
When will you get your results?
- Lisa
I hope you get some good news too.
I go in at 9:15 - they call between 1 and 3 est. I know it is a bfn - the only thing worse that that will be a low beta indicating another chemical.
Good luck - I probably will not post at work (I have been slipping and reading and posting while working - I am a privacy freak and scared that IT will flag my posts about uteruses and nipples - but they have a lot of people to police...) but I will look for your update.
I so hope it's good news, Darya. Let us know right away, hon.
Take care of yourself! Either way, no matter what the results are, do something nice for yourself. You deserve it! ::hugs::
Hey darlin'
Thinking of you. If you need a pal this lunchtime, let me know. i hope you get a surprise. thinking of you.
I hope today's test makes your dreams come true. I don't even want to imagine what you are going through right now, as I'm sure it's agonizing.
Hugs.
Hey D - I got my results - officially negative - please, please, please I hope your beta was positive.
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