Monday, March 23, 2009

I have seen the writing on the wall.

BFN.

I can't fucking believe it. 3 failed IVFs. 2 years of TTC and not even a chemical. Are my embies so bad that I can't even get a shitty chemical?

13 comments:

Amanda said...

Oh, no, I'm sorry. I can't believe it either. I really wanted you to start a new journey today.

I wish there was something more I could say or offer to help, but there are no words for this kind of thing.

Are you still thinking about trying again at another clinic?

Take care of yourself. ((((((((((((GINORMOUSHugs)))))))))))

Meinsideout said...

Oh shit, no. I am so, so sorry. I know there are no words. ((HUGS))

Feel free to email me lapmp1648@gmail.com

This sucks and it is completely unfair but you are not alone.

Josée Martens said...

I'm around for a margarita or a hug. So sorry again.

Proof again that life just ain't fair.

Mary said...

Oh, fuck. I don't know what to say, Darya. I'm crying for you.

Nichole said...

Damn it! There is nothing I can say - I am so sorry!

Caroline said...

Darya, I am so sorry to hear your news. That is so unfair. My heart goes out to you. I am here for you anytime. I wish I could give you a big hug. Caroline x

Miss Tori said...

I'm so sorry. Sending you virtual hugs.

Meinsideout said...

Thinking of you tonight.

I have loan documents and leases to keep me company. How are you holding up?

Erica said...

Fuck! What is going on in the blogosphere this cycle?!?!?!?!?!

I'm so sorry, Darya! I was really hoping this would be the cycle for you. WTF? Damn this freaking universe and its shitty payouts. I'm tired of seeing good people get crapped on.

Sending you a giant cyber ((HUG)) and much love. I'm here if you need me.

Lauren said...

I'm so sorry. You totally don't deserve this. :(

Unknown said...

I am so very sorry to hear this! Hugs To You~
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Nikki said...

:-( I'm sorry. Hugs to you.

Mo said...

Darya

so sorry you're going through this. thanks for taking the time to come over to our blog and leave such a kind message even in the midst of your own pain.

thinking of you.

not sure where you're located, but could you consider another clinic? seems like you're making eggs - am wondering about the lab... of course my lab is undisputablly awesome and i still just got a bfn, so not sure i'm a reliable person to listen to : )

hang in there.

Mo