It hasn't gotten any easier. Even breathing is extra hard. I have to make a conscious effort for each breath. I feel trapped in a body I want no part of. I want to leave but there is no exit. I hate feeling trapped. I hate closed spaces.
I've tried to come up with a response to this post since yesterday. I just don't have one. Like Erica said, there are just not words. I cannot believe you have to go through this.
I am in my late thirties. I am married to my soulmate whom I am deeply in love with. I have an amazingly loving and supportive family. I am an attorney at a large firm and I have an extremely demanding job. The only thing missing in my life is children.
This blog is my infertility pity party.
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((HUGS))
There are no words girlfriend. But I am thinking of you and hoping that things get brighter soon.
Hugs to you. I wish there was a way out...
It sucks Darya. I hate this too. It's not fair that we have to suffer so much. I'm here for you. Caroline
I seriously don't think I am a strong enough woman to be in your position right now. ((Hugs))
I've tried to come up with a response to this post since yesterday. I just don't have one. Like Erica said, there are just not words. I cannot believe you have to go through this.
I am sorry you hurt. :-( Have a safe flight later this week.
thinking of you
this maybe late, but i had an hsg, it is actually not that bad, i actually thought a regular pap was more uncomfortable.
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