Sunday, March 29, 2009

The fire still burns, raging through the pain

It hasn't gotten any easier. Even breathing is extra hard. I have to make a conscious effort for each breath. I feel trapped in a body I want no part of. I want to leave but there is no exit. I hate feeling trapped. I hate closed spaces.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

((HUGS))

Erica said...

There are no words girlfriend. But I am thinking of you and hoping that things get brighter soon.

Nikki said...

Hugs to you. I wish there was a way out...

Caroline said...

It sucks Darya. I hate this too. It's not fair that we have to suffer so much. I'm here for you. Caroline

Amanda said...

I seriously don't think I am a strong enough woman to be in your position right now. ((Hugs))

Mary said...

I've tried to come up with a response to this post since yesterday. I just don't have one. Like Erica said, there are just not words. I cannot believe you have to go through this.

Josée Martens said...

I am sorry you hurt. :-( Have a safe flight later this week.

Anonymous said...

thinking of you

Anonymous said...

this maybe late, but i had an hsg, it is actually not that bad, i actually thought a regular pap was more uncomfortable.