Tuesday, September 23, 2008

ER Tomorrow!

ER will be tomorrow morning at 10:00AM! I'm pretty excited!! I am a little nervous because I've never gone through this before and I'm a control freak but I'm sure everything will go smoothly. It will be nice not to have to do any more injections, that's for sure.

Overall, I've had a pretty good week. I upped my yoga practice which I think really helps. I always do better when yoga is in my life! Last weekend, I had a turning point. Things were really really bad and I just didn't see them getting any better. I realized that I am stuck with IF and I have 2 choices- I can either let IF destroy me or I can let it help me become a stronger woman and a better person. I'm not saying IF will never hurt or I'll never have a pity party again. I'm just going to try to manage it a little better. It was really really bad. I'm sure the fact that I am finally at ER is helping. I think we all do better when we are actually stimming or working on a cycle.

Anyway, I will write more about my transformation later. It's going to be a very very slow process but it's a step in the right direction.

4 comments:

Nikki said...

I like the positive tone here! Good job, and good luck for ER. You know I'll be thinking of you. I hope all goes well!

Lisa said...

Good luck Darya! I hope all goes well for you.

Nikki said...

Darya - I know you're probably resting and taking it easy. But I wanted to let you know I've tagged you. Details are on my blog!

parothead said...

Darya i know how bad you must feel right now but you have to remember your little embie needs you to be positive to give it the best chance